God does not create the adversities in life. By your own choice they exist to aid in your perfection.

The hardest thing for you and me to swallow is that we're the ones responsible for our charts, especially if they seen really rotten. We may wonder, why did I write one thing and want another? Well, some of us recall a past time when we were happier, or we remember the Other Side wher things are perfect. This leaks through and makes us homesick.

I really thought that I just wanted to have children, stay home, and have a man take care of me. Things didn't turn out exactly as I planned, but then would I have been really happy? Probably not. Would I have liked to have given my children more time? Yes, but the time I have them was quality. Did my dream of being taken care of come true? No, I always supported everyone, even my husbands. Yet do I regret that? No. As I look back, I remember what my ex-boyfriend Joe once told me: "The world called." The need to support has also given me the impetus and will to continue.

With much gut-wrenching work, I've made baby steps to find what Sylvia wants. Yes, I have to live by my chart, but I also try to be good to me in the process. I won't say that I've always been thrilled with my fate, but I did have choices (not so much externally, but internally), and so do you.

-Sylvia

Book Hardcover
300 pages
Publisher: Hay House
Publication Date: January, 2006

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